Hey, Me: Shit or Get Off The Pot! Love, Me

This blog post is part of the Week of Self-Love hosted by Anne-Sophie Reinhardt of annesophie.us. (Even though the week is technically over, I still want to give her link-love for the great idea!)

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Today marks just 5 days before I am scheduled to venture up into the scrubby hills between Flagstaff and the Grand Canyon for an inaugural 100 mile race. Problem is, my body isn’t excited about this prospect, AND there is a much closer, locally-organized shorter event the same weekend. So, as is usual for me, I am torn.

Normally my course of action is to wait until a decision foments on its own, but that is not how I’d like to BE as a participant in this life. Deciding is not a bad thing, not a scary thing, not to be avoided at all costs. So, to make this be an effective behavioral change, I think I should set a hard deadline for the choice (24 or 48 hours from now), and make the choice and deal with it. Lovingly, without regret or self-recrimination, or even too many “but, if….”s in the mix.

Self-assuredness is a quality I could use a bazillion percentage points more of. Here’s my pledge to make that happen, little by little, with care and compassion for my own flip-floppy mental state.

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6 thoughts on “Hey, Me: Shit or Get Off The Pot! Love, Me

    • Heh. Yeah, the long event will be darn hard on the body because it is rolling terrain, which means lots of running instead of my true forte which is hardcore climbs and descents. 🙂 Thank you!

  1. I applaud the commitment to self-love! I also think there’s something to be said for making slow deliberative decisions. I’m enjoying reading about your process. Hope to see you soon!

    • Thanks – I know your advice is well-grounded but sometimes I listen to my competitive spirit instead of my body. I’ll report back from the 100 after this weekend. 🙂

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